Anyway, I'm super excited about Adam coming out again. I know I talk about him ALOT, but he's always on my mind. Things are still going great between us. We haven't even had a "real" fight yet. Last night he told me that he would fight for me no matter what, and that he's scared to death of losing me. Although I don't want him to feel scared concerning me for any reason at all, I have to admit that it makes me feel better knowing I'm not the only one who freaks out about us. It's also really good to know that I'm not alone anymore. I have someone else who will fight for me, so when I am not strong enough to do it myself, I'm not left defenseless. It's strange for me to be in a relationship where I actually feel the same way about the other person as they do about me. I'd do anything, and give up anything for Adam. He makes me happy. I've been in relationships where the entire time, I was struggling to keep it together, and happiness never crossed my mind because I was too busy trying to prevent everything I put into it from being a total waste. I just can't be in a relationship that is all pain and distress again. Adam and I haven't been together all that long, but so far he has done everything he can to make me happy. I am not very good at being loved and adored the way that Adam does me. I'm not used to being so important to someone else. Even in my own blood related family, I felt like they loved me because they HAD to, not because I was worth it or deserved their love. It takes some getting used to. I plan on spoiling Adam like he spoils me. He deserves it. He has no idea what a great guy he is, and how important he is. I guess I will just have to show him......

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