Although this christmas will be the best one I have had in years, despite the fact that I am away from my family for the first time, I have something else clouding my vision. Gretta's brother Adam is coming here to visit on the 14th of January. I am completely excited and completely nervous at the same time. I have been hearing stories about him since I moved here, but of course I heard the stories from a "big sister" standpoint. Now that I have talked to him, I see what a wonderful guy he is. He is no longer my best friend's little brother. He never was in the conventional sense anyway. He was always just the little brother that she talked about, ALOT! Now he is this guy that is so incredibly sweet, and loveable, and intelligent. Don't let me forget to mention how adorable he is, too! It started out with Gretta teasing me about finding me a husband for christmas, and jokingly suggesting her brother. The more she talked about it, the better it sounded so I got excited to talk to him myself. After I talked to him online for the first time I was already falling. He seemed to always know exactly what to say. Normally that would scare me, because my ex used to do that to get himself out of trouble, but Adam couldn't see my face since we were talking online, and didn't know me well enough to know what the right things would even be to me. The night after our first conversation, I had a very hard time sleeping. I don't remember any dreams I had, and I don't think that I dreamed about him, simply because I had only seen little kid pictures of him and had no idea what he looked like as an adult. But, all night long I was very restless, and every one of the what seemed like hundreds of times I woke up, he was on my mind. Kinda weird....