Steven,

*I* am what you want....DUH!

Love, Trina

We had just gotten done talking about what we wanted in a mate and I was sad because everything he described was me, except that he kept telling me that he wasn't looking right then because he wanted to be in a position to take care of his future wife before he finds her. Anyway, so I wrote him that mail, and the next day wrote him a mail inviting him to meet up with me at Temple Square on December 27th. Well, early yesterday morning he sent me an email that said that he is sorry he hadn't been online, but his brother died!!!! So now I feel like the most insensitive jerk in the world. Not because I said anything to him, because I didnt. I never would over something silly like him not being online when I was. Just because I though that he would be avoiding me at all. Like I am the center of his world. Silly me. His brother (I am assuming it is a close friend) died on Monday and he emailed me at around 3am on Thursday morning to tell me why he hadn't been online . He was thinking about me enough to even get online and let me know at all. I just didn't happen to get the email until I got online at a little after midnight Friday morning. I feel so bad for him, and I want to tell him that I am here for him if he needs me, but I haven't been able to catch him online. If i don't talk to him tomorrow sometime online, then I am going to go buy a phone card this weekend and call him and make sure he is okay. I know how hard it is to lose someone close to you.